I dont know why you keep coming up on my mind. I really dont need this. What i need is to focus myself on so many other things. But somehow every time i pray about it, God just keep pushing, letting the little things around me to remind me of you. Your name keep popping up, the things you do are played right in front of my eyes.
I dont know what it means but i know one thing that, maybe you are made to be mine but just not now but maybe even not ever. Maybe i think you are but you have never. People say people change, you definitely have. The past 9 months seems to change who you are, the one i have known earlier. I guess you have become a man.
I guess all i can do for now is to never give up on you, be the girl at the side line, smile and hope that you are happy always. Pray that you'll always be safe. I promise to be the girl who would fix your bow tie/tie, the girl who panics when you cut or bleed and offers you a band aid, the girl who would carry your back pack when you go shopping, the girl who would walk and shop with you, the girl who would share her food and drinks with you even if you dont want it, the girl who would laugh at your sarcastic jokes, the girl who would keep quite and smile even if you merely joke/tease her in front of public and i will always be the girl who would spend every moment she have just so you wont be alone. Always be the girl that you'd last picked. :')
I'll always be praying for you and someday i hope you'll remember me the least as your friend. The girl who you could count on any time you need.
From the start to the end i wish you all the happiness and i hope that if you have found your girl, that she will always make you a better man. Because YOU deserve someone better. Someone better than me.
Pictures of us are the perfect memory for me right now. I could just wish you would read this but if you ever read this someday somehow somewhere i hope you know its for you and i hope i'd still be around to say to you personally that this is for you.
You will always be my SUPERMAN. ALWAYS.
xxxx
I dont know what it means but i know one thing that, maybe you are made to be mine but just not now but maybe even not ever. Maybe i think you are but you have never. People say people change, you definitely have. The past 9 months seems to change who you are, the one i have known earlier. I guess you have become a man.
I guess all i can do for now is to never give up on you, be the girl at the side line, smile and hope that you are happy always. Pray that you'll always be safe. I promise to be the girl who would fix your bow tie/tie, the girl who panics when you cut or bleed and offers you a band aid, the girl who would carry your back pack when you go shopping, the girl who would walk and shop with you, the girl who would share her food and drinks with you even if you dont want it, the girl who would laugh at your sarcastic jokes, the girl who would keep quite and smile even if you merely joke/tease her in front of public and i will always be the girl who would spend every moment she have just so you wont be alone. Always be the girl that you'd last picked. :')
I'll always be praying for you and someday i hope you'll remember me the least as your friend. The girl who you could count on any time you need.
From the start to the end i wish you all the happiness and i hope that if you have found your girl, that she will always make you a better man. Because YOU deserve someone better. Someone better than me.
Pictures of us are the perfect memory for me right now. I could just wish you would read this but if you ever read this someday somehow somewhere i hope you know its for you and i hope i'd still be around to say to you personally that this is for you.
You will always be my SUPERMAN. ALWAYS.
xxxx
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