Wednesday, May 25, 2011

RESPECT

As time goes by and as school is starting. I am appreciating what God has in store for me in this year. I have made PROPER friends. Friends whom understands the meaning of friendship. It has been a tired and gruesome week as we prepare ourselves for this Friday's Teachers day. Well all i have to say is i guess this whole week, it made me realise who my clique are and how to be a good leader. Its all about responsibility and respect. Nothing has changed in me i guess its just that i will always stick to my perspective that i will respect you if and only if you have respect me back. Friendship is about understanding and listening. Not talking without proper induction before making some statement. I have learn't a lot this week, seen a lot and i believe there's much more for me to explore, understand, see and hear :) One thing for sure i have in mind for today is RESPECT!

Have a little solitary, respect and smile! xxx AMBER. Love you ANDREA WONG & BEVERLY RACHEL
Meet my new friends :) awesome~posem people!


Meet my close friend. Fasyah and I (:

Timmy Yee :) Very pro in P.A system

Another of my close friend Viviana Benedict. :) Sorry, picture sideways :(

Ayub, Jaynal & Rafiq

New school :)

Rafiq and i

Syadiqin, my other close friends, So theres 4 of us, Dyqin, Vi, Asyah and me :D

Asyah, fasyah kitash pergish sekolash :D

Busy doing bunga manggar :D

 Enjoy!
Love always; amber (:


Tuesday, May 10, 2011

ODD

Okay soo today i started going to school by my self. My mind was ready and i was prepared to make new friends. It was during the first period that we were asked to go up front to introduce ourselves. The moment i said my name and where my previous school was, everyone stared at me as if i came from some alien school and place. They start calling me ORANG PUTIH (white) because i was tall and very fair. I used to like people calling me that but somehow today i found it annoying and i felt pretty left out. :O The fact that no one seems to speak English and i tried speaking Malay, yet everyone seems to try really hard to converse in English with me. But sad to say, i don't even understand what they are saying to me when they spoke English. I was stared by 77 pairs of eyes today as they were about 78 of us in Sixth form through out the period of 8.30am till 12.30pm. :O

God save me. Have mercy on me. I sat with two weird people today. One Chinese girl who seem to only speak Chinese and stare blankly with mouth wide open! And on the other side, a girl who kept on staring at herself in front of her pocket mirror. All throughout the session of orientation. According to the teachers whom i don't even know their names said the orientation will last till Thursday. Well what more can i say but i wish orientation will be over soon and we get our lasses so i can make PROPER friends.

God please make Thursday come faster and tomorrow a better day than today. Yet i still THANK You for a not soo bad day (: I guess I've had enough for today! *sighs* Another day again tomorrow. All i need is

A little SOLITARY, a  little FAITH and a little COURAGE

SMILE. (:

p/s I LOVE BOTH OF YOU AND I MISS YOU AND YOUR COMPANY. ANDREAWONG,BEVERLYRACHEL ilove u :O




Sunday, May 8, 2011

The Time Is Here

My time of doing nothing and not studying is finally going to be over  by Monday! :D I am going to start school in Labaun, SMK Labuan. New school, new friends, new environment and alot of new stuffs. Nervous and excited should describe how i feel now. OMG! I still couldn't believe myself. I made a big step in to a new life. I guess everything is changing :( Sadly enough I'll be leaving my friends and KK for 2 years! TWO!! :(( WOW. But one thing I'll never want to change is MYSELF just to fit in with the people and culture here. Its odd that no one uses English as their mother tongue. Not that its bad but its because my MALAY is HORRIBLE! :( Ohh well, what more can i say but to just move ahead and keep going for the better of my future :)

So what I've learn't, i guess is that people and places will change but Gods plan for our future will never change. Sometimes His plans comes by surprise and we will never expected it. But in the end it will end up good. Yes they will be heartbreak and struggle through the process but in the end when you look back, its all worth the struggle and pain. And if you are wondering how am i to know this. Let me just say, its the best thing that have happened to me :) and i know there's more to come in my future :D

Again have a little faith, smile and a little solitary!
P/S HAPPY MOTHERS DAY!
I love both my besties :)
For life besties we will be :)
xxx
AMBER