Merry Late Christmas

Hey bloggers/readers

I know it might be abit late now to wish all of you a happy merry christmas and new year. Well its still early for new year and i just felt like i need to share a little bit of everything.

My finals is coming this 31Dec and i am like ARGHHH but anyway i just want to share that this year's Christmas is a whole lot different. For the first time in my life i spent my christmas without my family members. As sad as it sounds it was still an awesome Christmas because church friends were really awesome when they welcome me to their homes and bought me presents.

On Christmas day i went out with my malay friend, kak Tasya who celebrated it with me and we talk all night over a bowl of sweet sweets. 

Yesterday i had my proper christmas dinner with Visha and we had TGIF and Morganfields at the same day. A little cocktail and good food. I feel alot like home. 

I had a great time and i couldnt ask for a better one. Thank you daddy God for blessing me with all these people and i cheerished every moment of it. 

Lesson learnt that at every moment you are awake, seized it and be ever grateful for what comes will not always stay but what come must be made the best for. 

Merry chirstmas lovelies. And HAPPY BIRTHDAY JESUS

xoxox

Amberstories

Church Family

Church. Mary Voon

Sweets for Christmas Night

TGIF with Visha

Too many Cocktails for the night in Morganfields

What The Heart Felt

I dont know why you keep coming up on my mind. I really dont need this. What i need is to focus myself on so many other things. But somehow every time i pray about it, God just keep pushing, letting the little things around me to remind me of you. Your name keep popping up, the things you do are played right in front of my eyes.

I dont know what it means but i know one thing that, maybe you are made to be mine but just not now but maybe even not ever. Maybe i think you are but you have never. People say people change, you definitely have. The past 9 months seems to change who you are, the one i have known earlier. I guess you have become a man.

I guess all i can do for now is to never give up on you, be the girl at the side line, smile and hope that you are happy always. Pray that you'll always be safe. I promise to be the girl who would fix your bow tie/tie, the girl who panics when you cut or bleed and offers you a band aid, the girl who would carry your back pack when you go shopping, the girl who would walk and shop with you, the girl who would share her food and drinks with you even if you dont want it, the girl who would laugh at your sarcastic jokes, the girl who would keep quite and smile even if you merely joke/tease her in front of public and i will always be the girl who would spend every moment she have just so you wont be alone. Always be the girl that you'd last picked. :')

I'll always be praying for you and someday i hope you'll remember me the least as your friend. The girl who you could count on any time you need.

From the start to the end i wish you all the happiness and i hope that if you have found your girl, that she will always make you a better man. Because YOU deserve someone better. Someone better than me.

Pictures of us are the perfect memory for me right now. I could just wish you would read this but if you ever read this someday somehow somewhere i hope you know its for you and i hope i'd still be around to say to you personally that this is for you.

You will always be my SUPERMAN. ALWAYS.

xxxx