Natural

Somehow today i realize as i upload those pictures on facebook. The smile in it seems more happy and and natural. Its like it made me smile just by looking at it. Back then when i am in pictures or shall i say i look back at my other pictures it doesnt seems natural. I mean it all looked like i forced the smile out. I know i sounded all so pathetic but really it made me smile. I guess that the differences in places changes my personality and changes life. Its good to actually feel now that i am ready to start a new. Let go of my past and move forward. Dare to dream big. And make my dream come true. Make it a reality. Be strong and make my own decision. Without doubt make my future something i always wanted. England a very good place to start a new. I cant wait and i pray i will stay.

Well just a food for taught. Dreams make future we make dreams come true :) <3

Andrea & Beverly

I woke up today and felt that i need to write this. I need too.. Well maybe because i realised how much this blog is about.. Its time for me to say a little more about what i really meant, "my stories my life". Well... I here goes.. Every night i think about whats life here in this city but then i think again back in KK where i'll have my best friends to support me. 2011 is going to be interesting. because 2010 is much more than i've ever expected. Its when people say i am strong. Yes Andrea (If u are reading this :)) i know you would say i am but i still dont see it. But the difference now is that i know the reason why. Its because i HATE growing up.. I dont want to grow up and be old.. People like my age clings to an adult but i, I had to put up with clinging to myself.

Just once i'd like to just hear some one say "Hold my Hand" because i am still a little girl in me..Thats how its suppose to be. I dont understand why some people my age wants to grow up. Why? Kids have more fun. They play, they have nothing to worry about and they are at their closest to God. I want to be a KID! This is the one thing i'll miss in KK. because surely i know, You Andrea & Bev, you would always hold my hands. Everytime i needed.. Now. I am alone again. But i will never let go of your hands. I miss u guys alot more than i think i ever did..I just had to write this.

LOVE ALWAYS

Woopsie!

Hello Hello!!

So as i think everyone has relise its been a loong time since i BLOG! well yea... soo today i m going to blog about NEW YEAR IN LONDON! Its been a very tiring one yet satisfying! Even though i had to wait and stand for 4 hours just to see the fire works but it was WORTH it! Its beautiful and i LOVE it.. I really m considering staying here in UK because the people are SUPER nice and they've got my Chinese food and a better education and entertainment. I'll miiss my friends i know that but its really a great place to start a new and to be more successful. After all theres nothing worth looking forward too in KK.. Honestly..

But what ever it is. I pray and hope for the best.. Ohh and theres this big toy shop call HAMLEY! check it out! They have a section just for HARRY POTTER!!! They sell the broomsticks to even the sorting hat! How cools  that!! Its a 6 storey toy store and its cool!! I love it there!! And the view of London at night its BREATH TAKING! Check those pictures out!



PS: SORRY SOME PICTURES ARE UPSIDE DOWN!