Just Need To Let It Out

I may not be the best writer and i may not use the perfect english sentences but what i do know, it makes me feel better everytime i write. Or in other words type. 

I miss my dad. Yes i have. Always. but just that recently he has been on my mind lately. Call it PMS but i have to let it out. 

Its like realizing the only man in my life is gone and not being able to listen too what he have to say is weird. He never got the chance to see me drive, never got a chance to see me with my awards, never get the chance to watch all the movies and never get the chance to see me grow. 

I miss that i dont get the chance to see him grow old, never get the chance to take care of him till the day he passed. Never being able to be the best daughter for him. 

I know i have to move on. I have. But at this moment everything reminds me of him. I miss you papa. Life is so much different without you in it. Now as i look back. 

Papa, YOU ARE THE BEST THING IN MY LIFE. 

xoxox