Wednesday, January 9, 2013

As time goes by

Jan 7 2013,

Life as it seems goes on like the usual. Was having my weekly break from work and fortunately its the day my dad was born 53 years ago. I have so much in mind when i woke up today.

When to the bank to settle some thing and then went shopping and hanging out my friends. Nothing really struck me like the usual every time this day comes. I didn't cry, i wasn't sad neither was i melancholic. I then thought i moved on. But i guess i didn't.

Half way through karaoke ~ing with my besties the song Butterfly fly away was on and i thought i could sing it like i did. But the only words that came out of my mouth was HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAPA. and i cried trough out the whole song.

There and then i realize how much i miss papa and how i wish i could do all th things i was meant to do. My boss said to me today that i look like m dad. He said like father like daughter. But i guess i failed in so many ways to be like him. I know nobody's perfect but then i know he love me anyway.

Dear faithful readers, or if you just came across this blog, i hope you find the time to look at you dad in his eyes and try to see the things he did through his eyes. He love you in every way that you think is not possible. Before its to late that you never be able to see trough his eyes again.


Happy birthday papa. I love you always. Forever. May the good Lord bless your soul.
Sing along to his amazing song :)

I LOVE YOU.

xxxx
AMBERSTORIES